feels like dying

everyday feels like dying

im crying on the inside

i cant speak my pain

i've adapted to denying

my fears and curses

are made alive

everynight i hope to die

goes from bad to worst

i dread waking up

my life smells foul

and my only movement

is in a bowel

wipe my ass with a towel

dont like it pick a vowel

cuz one day it might just be

a.e.i.o. YOU!

saisons de le vie

my coldest winter was in 03
u left me a bastard child
now i stand in the elements
bare breasted
and without a soul
a vacant heart
that refuse to be occupied
lost friendship that
probably were never mine
im engaged to misery
im going to marry my doom
my once in a lifetime
came and left too soon
in spring, my flowers
wont nourish or grow
summer,i wish you never
existed
and in fall i gather my acorns
because i know another
cold winter is to come

12.12.08

body bag me!

To make a long story short, HUGE cut on my face, argument, silly me!
happy fucking thanksgiving everyone!


leaches sucking at my brain
insane convulsion
dont allow me oxygen
unplug the life support
bypass me
then body bag me
die!

11.21.08